I've started to hate myself. I'm not happy with who I am anymore and I want to be. I feel really down in the dumps and it's depressing. I don't know a lot of people but sometimes I wish I had that one person I can call on.
I look in the mirror and say "Urgh, my tummy!" or "Yuck! My thighs!" I was once so confident but I feel I'm confident when I'm in my own company but I feel intimidated when I'm around others.
I want to get over this. I think going back to church is the answer but I keep doubting myself. I think it's the right choice. Looks like I'm going church on Sunday. Hopefully, I'll discover the reasons as to why I'm so down.