I've been having strange dreams since I went to a family member's engagement party and it's all to do with my move to Paris. As much as I'm excited about my move to the "Big City", I have a feeling something bad might happen when I get there. As some of you may know, I don't know my Dad's side of the family very well but most of them live in Paris. I don't know whether to get close to them or not simply of these dreams I've been having.
It's gotten to a point where I'm constantly tired and I sleep for longer than usual. It's quite strange. I always make sure I say a prayer before I close my eyes so I know God's with me. I feel like I shouldn't get close to my Dad's family too much. Maybe that could be the solution.
I'm moving to Paris to start a new chapter, and God knows I need it. I just hope that I'm not going to have a fresh start with family dramas following me because I refuse to be a part of it. It's really stressing me out and slightly worrying me. My Mum is having doubts about me moving at all but I know in my heart it's where I'm supposed to be. I know I can do this and I will.